She turns 10

my darling Kakak turns 10 today

10 years ago, satu malam tu my father demam panas. Ni semua sebab degil nak pergi ke stockbroker dia at Damansara Utama (actually the same branch I am rite now tapi dulu under company lain before we merge) dalam hujan jalan kaki.  

Masa tu kami masih lagi duduk dengan my family. Tiba-tiba my hubby terperasan yang my father dah macam terkancing gigi and dah terkencing. So he kinda panic and call me and my sister. Derang dua-dua dah macam blur sebab panik. Masa tu perut I memang tengah buyung sangat sebab lagi 2 minggu nak beranak dah. I immediately suruh my hubby and sister angkat my father into the car and send him to the hospital.

My father is almost 6 feet tall. Imagine macamana my sister and hubby nak angkat my father masuk kereta. My mom sah-sahlah tak boleh fikir dah. Nasib baiklah masa tu boyfriend my sister rumah dia dekat-dekat dengan our house. Makanya bertigalah derang angkat my father masuk dalam kereta and send him to ICU Universiti Hospital (sekarang PPUM).

The whole nite, we the whole family commute dari Universiti Hospital (UH)  to HKL then back to Universiti Hospital sebab UH tak ada cukup facilities to do a CAT scan. It turn out that my father kena serang kuman meningitis. Satu malam kami semua tak cukup tido. Imagine dari pukul 10 malam till pukul 4 pagi berulang between the two hospitals. Merasa gaklah my mother naik ambulance.

Perut dengan boyot then penat sesangat. Pukul 5 macam tu balik sekejap sebab I really needed rest. Ingat pagi besok pergi balik hospital sebab nak gi tengok my father balik. Sekali dalam pukul 8 lebih macam tu, masuk toilet nak mandi semua. Keluar darah dah. Contraction tak ada lagi masa tu. Sebelum pergi Pantai Hospital, sempat lagi pergi Hospital Universiti jenguk my mother and sisters yang bermalam kat hospital.

My father was in coma for a month. So bayangkan I berpantang sorang-sorang kat rumah cause my mother dekat hospital everyday jaga my father. She just cook for me my lauk then I jaga baby and Abang sendiri. Anak pertama pantang sendiri, anak kedua pun pantang sendiri. Independent sungguh.

So that's the story that my parents keep repeating everytime birthday Kakak comes. Macam anniversary my father jatuh sakitlah pulak.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KE 10 KAKAK

MAMA AND AYAH LOVE YOU SO MUCH